What the Hell happened?

what the hell happened to women having some respect for themselves??

what happened to modesty? Self respect? leaving things to mystery?

Literally a girl,i cant say woman, makes a video of herself lifting her shirt to reveal her push up bra with her breasts(boobs tits w/e you want to call them) mashed up to make them look bigger.

I have to call her a girl, not a woman. No self respecting WOMAN, would do some ignorant crap like that and then post it on the internet.

What happened to sun dresses? No, not slut dresses that barely cover your ass and have barely enough fabric to keep your breasts in check. I mean sun dresses. Tea length, knee length, floor length even. Did they vanish out of thin air when every girl or wannabe woman decided that dressing like a complete slut or hooker was cute? or sexy?

Of course there will be those women/girls who will say that I'm hatin, or that I'm jealous because I dont have a body like theirs.

Well you know what? *steps on soap box*

I have a body, it may not be Victoria's Secret great(which lets be honest i like double bacon cheeseburgers way too much to be that thin), I may not have ridiculous almost fake looking curves, but i have a body, and i like it the way it is, and what i like most is that not every person on the internet can see it.

I bet no woman/girl that will post videos like that or pictures practically showing all the goods have never heard the phrase:

Why buy the cow, if you get the milk for free?

I am literally ashamed to be apart of this generation. Throughout history many many women have done so much to get equal rights, and the right to vote. Now its that we want to be treated equal. Why is anyone going to want to be an equal with you?

Women get mad at the guys who stare at their chest, their ass, their bodies in public. My question is:
Did you even look in the mirror before you left the house? Do you not see your breasts trying to escape? Your ass eating your shorts? Your skirt "magically" trying to reach for the sky? You're wannabe stripper or hooker heels?

Chris Rock said it best:

Ok Ok You're not a whore, but you are wearing a whores uniform

Grow up! Put some clothes on! No man in his right mind is going to be with a woman like that and take her serious. You wonder why so many guys are shallow or pigs. You give them every reason to be.

I'm waiting for the day that women now a days,in my generation and younger go out and get some standards, and some self respect.(I wont hold my breath)

If you can't respect yourself, why the hell is anyone else going to?

*steps off soapbox*

 

Half Time

Well, as everyone I'm sure is aware, the Super Bowl was yesterday.

 The Super Bowl and I have always had problems. When i was little it usually fell on my birthday, or the day or my party.

 Many people would tell my mom that they would not show up unless the game was on, and my cake and other kid stuff had to be done at half time. for a 5 yr old, or younger that is not really nice or appropriate for the adults to be saying.

Just my opinion, i could be wrong.

Now many watch for the commercials, or for the half time show. I have to say i was disappointed by the commercials. Not one stood out to me or made any difference to stand apart from every other commercial that's run every other say of the year.

The half time show was a joke. It was not Super Bowl worthy. Not the mention the fact that it was Beyonce. I have officially sworn off Beyonce forever.

I don't care how many awards she wins, how many fucked up names she gives her children, I just simply don't care.

She should be ASHAMED!!

The fact that she lip singed the National Anthem is enough for me to say fuck her.

What American in their right mind, lip sings the National Anthem????

What American would continue to support her? Or her "music"??

She is an artist not a musician, don't start with that crap. She doesn't do anything but sing and then audio adjust everything else to create hits, its not raw talent.

If you disagree...well...good for you.

Her performance at the Super Bowl was not up to Par. It didn't wow anyone but Beyonce fans.

I went to a family friends house to watch the game. There were at least 10 other people there and i can promise you no one was impressed. Some might have recapped on some of her old music, or hear a song she performed and forgotten that it was her song.

Other than that, 90% of the people there took that time to refill or top off their drinks, step outside to get a cigarette, or even both.

As soon as her performance was over, multiple people asked:
"I wonder if she lip singed that just like she lip singed the National Anthem?"

I hope everyone had a fun, safe Super Bowl. I know I did.

I do have to say, I do feel a little odd knowing i left early and didn't watch to see who actually won the game. :P

Combat Arms&Sticks&Stones(Explicit Language)

so i was becoming addicted to this game right..Combat Arms..FPS online game..

today i had the realization that all online games are the same. There is always those few people who are either under the age of 14 or over the age of 25 who take it so seriously and always have to talk shit.

 i don't mean the usual insults of how bad u suck at this game but insults about how you were raised and how u should go fuck your mom or my personal favorite, the racial stabs. i honestly don't care.

I'm white Indian and Mexican  Telling me to go back to were i came from makes me laugh. I was born in California! I'm an AMERICAN! lol If we are going to get all up the ass about race and where we came from then everyone needs to leave but the Native Americans  They were here first. we all just kinda came in and took over.

i know i suck at the game. I play for fun and to pass the time. I play cause i like to shoot stuff and Yayo likes that i play.

These immature children or adults, say things like, i should go fuck my mother(they think im a guy), or that they are gonna come murder me, or that they are going to go fuck my mother and kill my father.

ummm ok?

my dad is the last person you would want to try to kill. Ex military, and sometimes bordering the insanity line, and isn't afraid to cause harm or use weapons if necessary.

My mom, she is a respectful woman who is polite to everyone. But don't underestimate her. She can go from lady to ghetto bitch in 2.5 seconds. and she isn't afraid to stand up for herself.

As for me, throwing out the racial terms and about how i'm a cunt,bitch,dumb,beaner,illegal or stupid..doesn't do anything to me. I know i am intelligent and have an education. I know i suck at the game and i know that it takes a special kind of person to think that the insults make them cooler.

 The insults make me laugh. I think its sad that no one can come up with anything original. All of the insults used, i have heard since elementary school.

Once the stabs and name calling started i started trolling. "Well that lacked creativity, try again. I'll wait".

You also know you have won an argument when they start correcting your grammar or your spelling. XD

I mean how sad.

So anyway. I wrote this whole blog just to let the world know that i find insults hilarious. Nothing like shugging a shoulder and knowing that it doesn't matter.

Sticks and stones may break my bones but words can never hurt me unless i give the words power.

5yr old terrorist

A 5 year old girl was suspended from kindergarten for telling a classmate she was going to shoot her with a toy gun. The Mount Carmel Area Elementary School suspended the girl for 10 days for making a "terroristic threat". the punishment was later reduced to 2 days suspension. The girls family has hired a lawyer and is fighting the suspension. The article then asks, in wake of the Sandy Hook shooting is the schools reaction appropriate or does the suspension  go to far?

The "gun" this little girl was "threatening" with is a plastic Hello Kitty gun that shoots bubbles. Thats right Bubbles. In my opinion the suspension is going to far. The girl is 5 years old and most likely doesnt even understand the concept of shooting someone to harm them. Most 5 year olds have trouble understanding death let alone harmful actions. 

At that age kids are still learning about all of that. They are learning about how their actions and feelings affect other people. Learning how to use their words and be kind with their words. 

I highly doubt the student she "threatened" was all broken up about it, crying to a teacher that this little girl threatened her with a gun, or was going to shoot her. In elementary school kids play game where they shoot each other all the time, no harm no foul. No one actually gets shot, or hurt or killed.

The school over reacted and blow things out of proportion. I could see them calling her parents and voicing their concerns in light of the Sandy Hook shooting and how her behavior or words were inappropriate. Sitting the girl down and talking to her about it. Not suspending her.

I threatened a girl in school once. I was in Junior High in California. I didn't even directly threaten this girl. I was in the locker room and stated that i wanted to shoot her (i didn't even say a name) in the face for every one of her freckles.(she had a lot of freckles). One of my friends who happened to be a mutual friend over heard me and asked who. I told her who. The next day i was called into the vice principles office and was suspended for a day,given 2 weeks detention,and i had to write the girl an apology. The girl who over heard me went home and told her mother what i said and she called the girls mother who then called the school and threw a fit. 

Thats at the age of 13 that i was suspended a day and given detention, and the written apology. This little girl is 5 and she was suspended longer than i was. 

Is this really what the world is coming to? that we are going to push kids who play shooting games? 

What next? Are we going to stop manufacturing gun toys? water guns? super soakers? paint ball guns? bubble guns? suction cup dart guns?

We all just need to calm down with the gun thing. The girl was 5. Give her a break.

Seriously Annoying

This is what i see as i scroll through my newsfeed on Facebook, and I'm annoyed to no extent. Am i supposed to be all bothered and concerned about that one American? Well, I don't care. I'm not bothered and I'm not surprised.

As an American i have to say that our leaders are fucking ignorant. Yes, i said it. I don't care about the dead American and I think our leaders are fuckin ignorant.

Over the last however many years we have heard and seen on the news all these different stories of Americans being killed, taken hostage, imprisoned and worse in all kinds of foreign countries. What no one ever makes clear, or states is that those countries HATE US.

They dont care is you are black, white, brown or purple with stripes. If you are an American then they hate you. Why do you think there are so many stories about it? They want us dead.

Every country we have been to in the last 10 years hates us. All the countries we are "helping", hate us. They don't want our help, if they did would they have attacked the embassy? Would they be killing or imprisoning tourists?

We,as a country need to stop focusing on "helping" these other countries that obviously don't want our help, and focus on helping ourselves!

Think about every problem our country is having. The economy,the 2nd amendment crap thats going on, the possible re-election of Obama, Obamacare, etc etc. Why are we not fixing our own problems first?

You cannot help those who cannot help themselves!
You cannot help those that do no want your help!

Ill step off my soap box now.

Can You Say Awkward??

OK, so my boyfriend Yayo, the amazing man that he is, had asked about all of these different places to eat, and if i had ever been there. Being a native California girl, and not a girl who had ventured to many different places( I like what I like and I usually stick to it), he has taken me to Cheddars (I'm in love with their Alfredo),Texas Road House(he was shocked I had never been there), and Tequilas(not my cup of tea).

 Yesterday he decided that we were going somewhere new. He took me to Tokyo's. Now, I will admit I have never been a big seafood person, fish, crab, shrimp etc. My seafood range was fish sticks(which im not sure is actually fish), tuna(from a can), and whatever smoked and fried fish my soccer team made once a season out at the fields, but i was open to trying new things. 

I have been developing a liking for shrimp since we went to eat at his mom's house and she made this spicy shrimp with rice.

When we get there, and walk through the doors, I look around,not only to see what it looks like but to locate restrooms as well(that's important). They ask, table or Grill? I was confused but Yayo replied with Grill. I follow him over to our seats at this grill. I thought it was cool because i knew there was going to be fire and stuff going on when the food was made. 

After giving our drink orders this couple comes in and sits across from us. A thinner white guy(yes i said white, its my blog i don't have to be politically correct if i don't want to) whose eyes seems to never focus in one place. Not to mention he came in with his hat on and didn't take it off once he was indoors. Maybe he didn't know better but i was always taught it was disrespectful to leave your hat on when you were indoors, especially at the table eating. This man was accompanied by his "big boned" wife and their baby(maybe 6-8 months old). 

Now, your probably wondering, why would that be awkward? Well, when you have 2 strangers sitting on the other side of a grill who are facing you, and you don't know them? it gets awkward. I didn't even want to look up at all. I didn't want to make eye contact with these people for an array of reasons.

I don;t want to create some jealousy scene, "Why where you looking at her?" from their side of the table. "Oh I saw you looking at him." from my side of the table. I wasn't going to create some clustermuck of ridiculousness. NO WAY! or "Why where you looking at him?" from my side. It just seemed like a problem waiting to erupt. Maybe I was being a little over cautious but I don't think so. I thought it was weird that we were all trying to avoid looking at each other and trying to not make eye contact.

So i sat angled towards Yayo, and talked with him, even at times I'm pretty sure he would have preferred silence. As i got my order of Spider Rolls, and California Rolls I was Excited. I know i like California Rolls, and the Spider Rolls were something new to try. Yayo had me try his Crunch Rolls and his Teriyaki (yes its spelled wrong..i think) steak looking thing.(it wasn't fish, but I'm not sure if it was steak, I kinda spaced when he ordered). 

I have to say everything but the Spider Rolls, was delicious. They were not my thing i guess. Oh and i almost forgot. After getting my rolls and Yayo got his food, i attempted to just bite one of my rolls, not a good idea, as  let it fall back onto my place it landed on the tiny pile of green stuff. Now, I don't know what its called, i just know if you want to clear your sinuses, or have a wish to never feel your face again you don't eat a lot or any of it. I however didn't realize it had landed on it until after i had tried to eat the Spider Roll again. My tongue started to burn, and felt like i have recently eaten pop rocks. NO FUN!!

But all in all, I liked the food, and i liked that Yayo took me for no real reason.<3

hopefully next time we go out, we don't get caught in that kind of awkward situation. :P