im saddened to think that the moment i shows signs of happiness there is always someone who pops in with some comment or lecture about why im wrong for being happy.
at this point in my life i consider myself an adult, ill be able to purchase alcohol in about a week and have been able to vote for a few years now,i work and go to school. yes i still live at home,but i am orking on moving out hopefully this year.
I dont like being talked to like im still in High School,its a literal insult. I dont like being talked to like im ignorant,innocent or just oblivious to everything around me,
If i am happy, all of the lectures and such are all things that just piss me off. I mean everyone has made choices to be happy that were not approved by everyone else. this isnt an office or chain of command that dictates whether or not i can be happy. I make choices as i see fit, for one simple reason: ITS MY LIFE.
i dont see why everyone including parents ever think that voicing disapproval and yelling lecturing etc will actually change anything. I made a choice and it wasnt even a drastic one, but its like heads roll because im happy and made a choice.
maybe one day they will get it that it doesnt make a difference. everyone makes choices that their parents or friends dont agree with but hat do they do? shut their mouths and deal with it because its not their life its someone else's life. when will people see that applies to me as well?
